Sounds like everyone is going through the grinder somewhat. Stay tough guys. I was going through a bad time when I joined here. It was great to discover this small community to get away from it all for a little while. Which makes it all the sadder that it might be coming to an end. I would normally be the first to step up to the plate and offer to keep things going, but I am on a different path in the short term. Can nobody take on Bruce Lee's burden? It will be such a shame to lose this small corner of peaceful internet refuge - I feel like I know you all so well.