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Recently, i've been in a really bad mood. All these thoughts of everything are racing through my mind and I can't shut them up. My usual technique of listening to music and relaxing aren't working. Most of my problems are coming from school. It's not the work or stuff like that, its that apparently I can't be myself and not be made fun of. There's this one kind, Randall, who is really pissing me off. I practically killed him today. I wanted just to pound the **** outta him until he was a bloody pulp on the floor. I don't want to get in trouble, but I do still just want to kill everyone that has ever made fun of me in my school. I know that I'm going extreme, but this has been happening for years now and I don't know how to stop it. I don't want to tell the school administrators because this is something I need to work out.