I've decided to come back! I've posted from time to time, so I've never really been gone. Like MistaX said. GTP doesn't make me feel bad, the opposite, it makes me feel good, reading and posting etc... 
I'm not 100% better but I'm getting there. Today I stopped taking my tranquilizer (took this poison for about a year and I think it made me feel good, so it gave a false signal to me and my shrink.
I hope and think that this will be the last time I've posted about my personal problems.

I'm not 100% better but I'm getting there. Today I stopped taking my tranquilizer (took this poison for about a year and I think it made me feel good, so it gave a false signal to me and my shrink.
I hope and think that this will be the last time I've posted about my personal problems.