It's not on a whim, and it won't be a "new" identity. I'm going back to what I always was, just with a different number. I did think about it and things out of my control affected the situation. It's not some random thing I change just to change, there was a very specific reason behind it. With that now null and void I'd like to revert back to what I've used for the past 3+ years thank you very much.
If it's all the same to you I'll just pay 12 bucks to change my name. I get your point. All I'm asking is if I could avoid having to spend money and go about it a different way. It would be the last time I ever change names.