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After being through a few jobs and observing other people's lives and jobs, I've come to the conclusion there is no perfect job. Further more, I think the whole, 'Do what you love, and the money will follow' saying is a flat out lie. Thats why I settled for a career at Walgreens. I make decent money for my age, I do a very good job there and I'm recognized for it, and I don't (or didn't) hate it.
Then I went to Moab, Utah with a good friend of mine. I don't know exactly what happened there, or if it was all Moab's fault, but my perception on careers changed.
I came back and I hated work. I dreaded the though of heading into work. I realized that slowly, over time, I had become a huge tool. I was my bosses little prospect, and I didn't mind because all I could think about was making even more money than I was now. None of this affected my work ethic, I still worked very hard because I felt that I was getting paid to do it. But now, my heart wasn't there. I used to be thrilled that I was being looked over, to see how well I was doing. When I heard it this time, it was just sort of like, 'Okay, thats cool.'. But enough drama, you can see how I feel about my job now.
Now, even though I'm set to become one of the companies youngest store managers, I'm not sure if I want it, or if I want to do it for very long.
As some of you have noticed, I've started posting in the Photography section more and more. And I've started to think about going to college and earning a BA (Bachelor of the Arts) in Photography. I realize I still have a lot to learn and a lot more to experience, but I think it could be something that I could truly enjoy doing for a job, or even as a career.
My biggest delima is wondering if I'm chasing after a dream. The college course costs roughly $70k, and would take me at least 4 or 5 years, depending on how I combine school and work into the same schedule. Also, I'd be taking quite a paycut going from either Store Manager or even Executive Assistant Manager to photographer. My only other feat is to end up being the guy that goes to high schools and takes pictures for their yearbooks.
However, if I did land a job as a photographer and I could travel where ever I wanted to take pictures of mother nature or even for commercial use, it would be well worth any amount of money.
So am I nuts to go after something like this? The responsible, logical part of me is saying I'm nuts, and this could be a lot of money and time down the drain. However, the dreamer part of me keeps trying to convince the rest of myself, so far, it seems like its winning.
Any and all feedback would is welcomed and very appreciated.
Thanks
Mike
Then I went to Moab, Utah with a good friend of mine. I don't know exactly what happened there, or if it was all Moab's fault, but my perception on careers changed.
I came back and I hated work. I dreaded the though of heading into work. I realized that slowly, over time, I had become a huge tool. I was my bosses little prospect, and I didn't mind because all I could think about was making even more money than I was now. None of this affected my work ethic, I still worked very hard because I felt that I was getting paid to do it. But now, my heart wasn't there. I used to be thrilled that I was being looked over, to see how well I was doing. When I heard it this time, it was just sort of like, 'Okay, thats cool.'. But enough drama, you can see how I feel about my job now.
Now, even though I'm set to become one of the companies youngest store managers, I'm not sure if I want it, or if I want to do it for very long.
As some of you have noticed, I've started posting in the Photography section more and more. And I've started to think about going to college and earning a BA (Bachelor of the Arts) in Photography. I realize I still have a lot to learn and a lot more to experience, but I think it could be something that I could truly enjoy doing for a job, or even as a career.
My biggest delima is wondering if I'm chasing after a dream. The college course costs roughly $70k, and would take me at least 4 or 5 years, depending on how I combine school and work into the same schedule. Also, I'd be taking quite a paycut going from either Store Manager or even Executive Assistant Manager to photographer. My only other feat is to end up being the guy that goes to high schools and takes pictures for their yearbooks.
However, if I did land a job as a photographer and I could travel where ever I wanted to take pictures of mother nature or even for commercial use, it would be well worth any amount of money.
So am I nuts to go after something like this? The responsible, logical part of me is saying I'm nuts, and this could be a lot of money and time down the drain. However, the dreamer part of me keeps trying to convince the rest of myself, so far, it seems like its winning.
Any and all feedback would is welcomed and very appreciated.
Thanks
Mike