Feeling not so very well, someone help?

[Daddybird]

The story goes............
Wedsnesday till Thursday a girl I LOVE was with me, not my gf, she has a bf, but I know her for 4 years now and I've never stopped loving her after we broke up. We broke up because we couldnt see eachother anymore due to personal ****ty reasons.
So she got a bf 2 yrs back, still is with him, we got in contact again and we were seeing eachother regulary again and my feelings were just as strong as before (it's sooooo intense, i cant describe).
So my plan was to tell her what I feel.....the absurd thing is she was here and also slept here (in my bed!) when we were in bed after a movie dvd we were talkin abit (partly naked) and I told her I still love her.......and she answered that she does too....when she's with her bf she thinks about me, and when she's not with him she's also thinking about me.....I kiss her.....she kisses back, but then stops and she's all frozen and shaky......I'm abit scared and let her sleep, so do I, next day I brought her to the trainstation with my motorbike and said goodbye. She told me she was going to tell ger bf about this. I called her last night to know more and she told me the same thing and that she's going to tell her bf.
NOW TONIGHT she's on MSN, I talk to her, she's at her bf's house (AT NIGHT) and that she has to go 'I will mail you, ok?' ans she's off! WTFWYTF|FDFDDR WHAT THE FAAAAK I feel sooooooooooooooo bad, i dunno what to do, I hope she tells him and will love me and I hope she will leave him and take me again, but I think she;s just sleeping with him and acts like nothin s wrong.........I've never felt this bad before......What do I gotta do?

(Sorry for this pathetic story, I just gotta release some feelings) Thanx.

 

[Jpec07]

All I can say as advice to you is this:

Wait.

That one word will save you all the trouble. I may be a wishful thinker in believing that if you wait the right person will eventually come along, but I believe it (it's worked for all the happily married couples I know). If you and she are meant to be then wait and see; it'll come to thee.

Ok enough of my poetic runs. Just let time do it's thing. If she wants you she'll come to you. It's clear that you want her, and it's good that she knows that. However, it's also important that you tell her how this whole event right now is making you feel. That way she'll be able to make up her mind faster, and it'll be easier on you.

Hope I've helped.

 

[Daddybird]

All I can say as advice to you is this:


Hope I've helped.

Yes you have, thank you.
The only think I can do, is wait, but it's so damn hard. It's really 'the' girl, I've only been in love with her and also in a crazy extreme way. In a way I hate it.
She will 'mail' me, dammit.

 

[PS]

Whoa, your girl problem totally pwns mine. Heck at least you got in bed with your crush. I always get stuck with the retards.

 

[Daddybird]

Whoa, your girl problem totally pwns mine. Heck at least you got in bed with your crush. I always get stuck with the retards.

It's pretty frustrating tho, to see your goal, but never to feel it.