This is gonna be a long one, but it has everything I want to say.
2022 is a bit of a mixed bag, as a rollercoaster is an overused cliche. There may have been some happy, if not, exciting moments, but it wasn't entirely utopian.
For the most part, I was finally able to play GT7 on my PS5, and that the game got me through most of the entire year despite its flaws.
It was mostly in the latter half of the year where things got interesting, as I was able to travel to Singapore (my first international travel in two years since the pandemic), and that I was able to jailbreak my Xbox 360 and get all the DLC for all the Forza games I owned, from the original Forza Motorsport from 2005, all the way to Forza Motorsport 4 and the original Forza Horizon.
Fun fact: I actually started with Forza Motorsport 4 when I bought my second Xbox 360 back in 2013. Much later, I was able to at least own and play every single title in the Forza series, with the exception of Motorsport 6: Apex (a slimmed down version of Motorsport 6 on PC, but I did own Motorsport 6 when I had an Xbox One), and Forza Street - don't get me started with that one. It's also similar to when I started pretty late with Gran Turismo when I got GT5 Prologue as my first game back in 2009.
Another is that it was also a year that further ignited my passion of filmmaking and storytelling, as my aspiration, other to be a gamer and a racing driver, is to become a film director (something that was originally Kaz's goal), and this is mainly due to both films I admired and video games in general. Outside of gaming, I started to develop a hobby of playing tennis during my free time, besides going to the gym.
I was also even able to hang out with some old friends on a number of occasions, as well as meet with an old friend who I've been on not so nice terms with, in the slow, ongoing process of reconciling with her. Lastly, I was able to return to my hometown of New York City for the Christmas season to spend vacation with the family, after four and a half years since the last time I was there.
But, not everything is as happy as I expected.
I still haven't gotten back together and reconciled with my girlfriend (the girl seen on the photo of my avatar) ever since a huge fight we had a year prior, mainly due to her joking about dating a K-pop boy by giving him a fake name and making up fake dating stories, in which the situation became very ugly later on. I'm still working on it, though, but the thought of the events leading up to our fight, and the fight itself, still haunts me to this day. All I just want is for her to come back to me, and to genuinely love me again for who I am, period.
This fight with my girlfriend also cost me the friendship of the close friend who I mentioned earlier, due to a misunderstanding, and that she was also close friends with my girlfriend as well.
Perhaps I had no idea how to communicate my needs and wants with her the right way, which is the guilt I felt from the fight I had with her. As you read this, you might think I may not be very funny, or that I don't have a sense of humor, as I have a tendency to become obnoxious, if not, berserk when people do this kind of sarcastic humor towards me. But I just didn't like the idea of being cheated on, or to become jealous, especially as a terrible prank done in poor taste. The joke my girlfriend directed at me is also the reason why I'm also quite adverse to K-pop in general, particularly when it comes to the fandom surrounding it.
Added bonus: other than "Ice Cream", the real reason why I hate Blackpink so much is mainly due to my girlfriend liking them in a way where she would often make me watch and summarize their music videos every time she catches me making fun of them, comparing other artists as better than them (preferably with my favorite musician, Lone), calling them "Pink black" (I honestly don't like saying Blackpink verbally, as if staining my lips with them), or using "Blink" as an insult. It's as if I was slowly losing her to her K-pop obsession, and this obsession with K-pop nowadays, with the regard to their fandoms, could almost be similar to worshipping a cult. But the joke she said wasn't about them, rather, it involved a K-pop boy group instead, and no, it's not BTS as many of you would think.
Another is that weeks before I went to Singapore, I ended up catching Covid as soon as my little brother had it, mainly due to the fact that he was underaged before he could get vaccinated at the time, around four years old, shortly before he could turn five. Luckily, I was fully vaccinated and boosted, so I was able to ride it out just in time before I left.
I even had to sell my Xbox One which suffered from power brick issues, mainly to raise funds, as originally, I wanted to get an Xbox Series S just to get prepared for Forza Motorsport 8, and partially, to make up for lost time that I missed out on playing Forza Horizon 5.
Towards the beginning of December, my eldest cat, a black and white Exotic Shorthair, passed away after twelve and a half years. He died unexpectedly after I came home from playing tennis, where his body was stiff, part of his face flat from lying on the surface of the table, and that he had no more pulse.
I would have never imagined this, given he was strong and healthy for a cat his age, with no history of illness, injury and other such conditions. But at least he died peacefully, a sign he lived a great life in a happy home, and was able to pay my respects to him one last time before I let him go. This, however, is the most devastating loss in the family I have experienced since I lost my grandmother to breast cancer back in 2016.
He leaves behind his younger orange brother (also an Exotic Shorthair), but just before I left for NYC, the family was able to adopt another Exotic Shorthair (a gray one), which would then be his younger brother.
In conclusion, I just hope 2023 will finally be the right year for me, where I finally get to reunite with my girlfriend, as well as repair and rekindle our relationship, and that I might be graduating college soon, where hopefully, I can start a film career at my own pace and start making my own money, allowing me to have greater freedom with my time, finances and possibilities in the future. I'm also looking at potentially getting an Xbox Series X (instead of an Xbox Series S) after being lucky during the Christmas season, allowing me to raise the bar even higher once I get Forza Motorsport 8, which is something I'm very excited for.