sorry to revive a somewhat older thread. I was originally going to post this in the conversation board, but i decided not to. anyway, here it is:
man, guys...I feel all freeky-deeky-like.
Two of my absolute best internet/phone friends are meeting up. I really wish i could be there too. they love each other though, and he is flying up to be with her. thing is with the whole love-thing and all, they're gonna be, uhh...for the lack of a better term, doing it. I dunno...it just makes me feel a little weird.
Anyone ever have any similar situations? I love 'em, and I want to find myself a girl like her. but i guess i'm also a little jealous that he gets to go and I can't. (jealous that he will be hanging out with her while I can't hang out with them...nothing to do with sex, there.)

Though, I guess my time will come soon enough as well. I didn't want to make a whole new topic for this, so bare with me. I guess I had to get that off my chest before I talk to her and everything. I don't wanna be stuck on the spot when I have to come out with why I feel a little bit awkward. Maybe through posting all this, and through your thoughts, I can get a better grasp of my feelings so I don't feel so strange about it. I hope I don't sound like a typically stupid teenager, but hey...i'm just trying to solve the problem.
thanks in advance for any input, guys.