LoudMusic,
I just finished reading that novel of a post

. It sounds like you know what you want to believe. I feel that if someone blindly believes in what their church says and never questions themselves regarding their belief that they are unable to say that they truly belive (couldn't find the right words here, bear with me

). On the other hand, if someone, such as yourself, has questioned their beliefs, spent time pondering what they really feel about God and religion, and then come to the conclusion that Christianity (or any other religion) is the right choice for them then they have made the right choice and there is no way to actually prove them wrong.
(The following is a recital of last semesters philosophy class

)
According to Karl Popper, a sound theory is one that has been questioned and riticuled and proven wrong and then modified to be true; from what you wrote you seem to have done this and made your choice to be christian.
I have done the same thing myself, in a sense. I did not grow up in a Southern Baptist church, and I only went to sunday school up until 8th grade thus I don't have nearly as much experience or knowledge of the churches teachings. I went to a protastant(sp) church that focused less on the bible then it did on forming a community within the church and out into the surronding town. They were a very liberal church, not discriminating against any lifestyle or race. I respect that but I can't bring myself to believe what the bible says is true.
The Bible does give the best lesson on how one should conduct themselves during their stay on earth. You can't just follow it blindly, it desires to be questioned and proded. I follow the basic underlying themes laid out in the Bible (as far as I know at least). I don't kill, steal, ridicule, or cheat (except in video games). I do onto others as I would want others to do onto me. But I don't do these things so that I may please a God or go to heaven. I do them because that is how I should act. I do everything for myself (not selfishly but I mean that I don't do things so that God will smile upon me). I like to know that if I accomplish something major I did it myself, no God helped me out, it was my own perseverance.
I have always been a scientificaly bound person. I need hard proof that something exists or is real in order for me to believe in it. It was this philosophy that sets up what I feel today. My general belief in religion is based upon the Church's inability to satisfy my views on the universe. (me personally, obviously this is not the case a lot of the time).
The following is a very rough outline of my mind set about all of this.
- I am agnostic, I don't belive in God because no one is able to "prove" to me that he exists
- I do not belive in an after life
- I don't belive in Adam and Eve being the first humans
- I do feel that religion is good. It helps many people feel a sense of community which is a necessity for human well being.
- It is time the church realized that following what the bible preaches needs to be seperated from the history it speaks.
- I have the inate ability to ramble forever
If anyone would like to question what I have said I would be more then willing to discuss it. Maybe I will learn something new that will alter how I feel, mabey I won't. But I am always willing to see how others feel about this.