Dreams, Life, and Memories

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Originally posted by GTJugend
btw wtf is superfuostities/superfuosity, some homemade word? I didn't find it in my dictionary.

Superfluous means something like unecessary or excess. So my own coinage, "superfluosities" was supposed to mean superfluous things. I don't think it is really a word.

Well now it is. I like it.
 
Actually I had a werid dream last night, I was with the chick I liked so I went to reach for her she accpeted (which is werid cause she doesnt actually like me that way) and i was losing my teeth as well, thats the weird thing about it and thats all I remeber.

Normally my dreams are really werid :banghead: :irked:
 
Originally posted by miata13B
First meeting - in the dream I felt uncertainity and being uncomfortable. Kinda like that little heart beat skip when you meet someone that is special. In the bedroom I felt total composure and confidence. She was laid down and I was standing over her brushing her hair.

As for the car, I think it symbolized my life at that point more then my car. . . I felt like a runaway train in it to tell the truth. It went a lot hand in hand with what was going on in my life at that point. As for the crowd I felt failure for the fact I crashed and burned, almost like a burdon on my shoulder. As for the black room, I felt nothing, no emotion, not even a thought, just visions.

These two dreams describes the progress in your life from two different perspectives. Looking at emotions in the dream often gives the interpretation automatically, as you say that you think it describes your life at that point.

A new excperience - Uncertainty and uncomfortable - Progress - Sense of faliure - Stress - And in the end integration, confidence, completion and distance to what has happened.

What are your favourite dreams?

Mine is reoccuring dreams in which I travel in the universe, I am often alone on those journeys and I have a feeling of being one with everything, sometimes I do spacewalks to watch spectacular things like a solar eclipse from space.
 
Originally posted by The Porko
Actually I had a werid dream last night, I was with the chick I liked so I went to reach for her she accpeted (which is werid cause she doesnt actually like me that way) and i was losing my teeth as well, thats the weird thing about it and thats all I remeber.

Normally my dreams are really werid :banghead: :irked:

These are symbols that to me is quite universal. At least the teeth issue, It shows that in some way you are powerless and helpless. Have you excperienced a situation where you got defeated? - An analogy - The teeth are our first real weapon we get as childs.

The incident with the ho have a broader range of interpretation, a perfect example where knowing the person can add important information. Anyway I think it's a positive dream that shows that you are healing, parts of you that you (at least thought) was in conflict unites.

Your GTP C G Jung /David ;)
 
Originally posted by GTJugend
These are symbols that to me is quite universal. At least the teeth issue, It shows that in some way you are powerless and helpless. Have you excperienced a situation where you got defeated? - An analogy - The teeth are our first real weapon we get as childs.

The incident with the ho have a broader range of interpretation, a perfect example where knowing the person can add important information. Anyway I think it's a positive dream that shows that you are healing, parts of you that you (at least thought) was in conflict unites.

Your GTP C G Jung /David ;)
Defeat, depends wat u mean by defeat? Yes i actually do know the person. With me healing parts of myself is a good thing, so i guess the dream wasnt that bad. Thanks alot GTJugend :)
 
Originally posted by The Porko
Defeat, depends wat u mean by defeat? Yes i actually do know the person. With me healing parts of myself is a good thing, so i guess the dream wasnt that bad. Thanks alot GTJugend :)

Well a conflict you lost or some situation where you got runover by someone else and could't make your voice heard. It doesn't have to be a specific situation, it could also be more general like a trait you have.
 
Sorry to hack jack the thread again, but i had another dream, this time i was in a store like target, but in the cd section all my friends were there even the chick i like but i couldnt talk to anyone and no noticed i was there.
 
So, I had another dream about her again. . . She is haunting me at this point. I have pulled myself out of the depression I was in, and when I made this thread I was extremely close to the bottom at the time. I think that is why a lot of stuff has occurred in my dreams and everything. After I moved from my last residence, I found more stuff related to her. . . I tossed most of it and only held onto the images that I felt would serve as a good reminder of the fun I had. . . One month past since the time I thought to write this and my life has taken a complete turn around.

Last night I was dreaming again. I was down at a beach around an area I knew at one point in my life. I walk up to a house where a party that is going on. I walk through the party and basically just look for people. I walk through the house and for some reason walk next door. There she is on the second story in her room and all of a sudden I am in there. We discuss something and I have this feeling in my body that wains for her. So we start talking and I truly forget about what, next thing that happens is I knock something off her window sill and it lands in the beach sand. I go downstairs to pick it up0 and then we are transported to the parking lot in the side of the house next to the beach. She is in front of this civic with someone in it. We say good-bye and I bite my lip wanting to tell her something and then I woke up. . .

I know that I am having issues getting over her. Especially during ths month of the year. As of the 18 of December it has been 3 years since we gbroke up. . . I know I will be thinking about her even when I'm married and have kids. There will be one night of the year she pops into my head. I will know at that point looking at whomever I marry that I love my wife truly and know that my first love was just that, my first love. I am willing to accept that, but I just wish there was some way to stop this haunting from occurring as often as it has. . .



edit - yes I know I have mental issues
 
How's it going miata? I have had some powerful dreams the last nights and this thread came to my mind. I dreamed about almost drowning in black water and nearly getting sucked into a water powerplant. Quite scary.

Dreamed about your ex gf any more?
 
Originally posted by GTJugend
How's it going miata? I have had some powerful dreams the last nights and this thread came to my mind. I dreamed about almost drowning in black water and nearly getting sucked into a water powerplant. Quite scary.

Dreamed about your ex gf any more?
There have been a few here and there my friend. . . She really dug into me dude. Unfortunately I am about out of here though from work and gotta get going :( but I feel your pain my friend. Listen I'll catch up with you on Sunday or monday and we will discuss further :D Feel better bro.
 
I just have a question..
I'm pretty sure everyone has been freaked out at one point or another by those *STARE AT THIS FOR 60 SECOND THINGS* and then something freaks you out at the end..
So.. anyway.. My question is..
I had a similar dream to that last night. A chain of peaceful images in my head (ie; a night sky, the world from outer space view, flowers, waterfalls). About... a minute after that *in my dream* I saw the image of an atomic bomb blowing up, complete with sound effects rumbling in my ear.

Is this supposed to signal anything? I didn't do anything stange before I went to bed..
 
You know how people say that if your falling in a dream and then you hit the bottom you die for real? I dunno why but i think its quite possible. can you honestly tell me that you or someone you know has hit the bottom? I thought of this after seeing The Matrix (lets us forget the second and third, they suck) and Morpheus says "The Body cannot live without the mind" and realised this is very true not in the context he was talking of, but of the concept he is talking about. If you remeber the first movie makes the Matrix sound like some sort of dream, one which seems so real you can't tell the difference, what if dreams are like this and we can infact subliminly decieve ourselves? One of the most embarassing things I remember doing is pashing this girl cos i thought i was going out with her but it was a dream. Just then think what If I had died in that dream? Would the mind therefore, have convinced me I was dead? What happens if my mind thinks I'm dead? What if I die and just like with the girl I dont realise until its too late. I know this all sounds a little far feched but just think:
"Have you ever hit the bottom?" I thought of this cos Miata said his car crashed but then he wasnt in it kinda thing... I dunno It just messes with me the though of dying in a dream.
 
i can't say i have ever hit the bottom! but it would be a scary thought!

I have a very strange dream, I cant explain it so I thought I would run it by you guys, and aslo i'm not sure ita hs a meaning, but it was when I was starting some new medication, which can cause some side effects...but anyway here I go...

I have no idea where I am, its like I am just in this place that as far as I can see is just a solid grey color, no floor, just grey, so its almost like I am floating, and there is this horrible hissing sound (like the static from a TV, exept higher pitch) very loud! and within this area there is various objects, like a large rock, a tree and this may sound strange, but a volkswagen passat ( i was doing alot of car reaserch for my mother that day) and anyway, I would be standing by one of the various objects (they are all spread out) and all of a sudden I would instantly transport to another object, and every time I did the frquency of the noise would change, but i could not think normaly, like not at all!! its almost like my mind was blank, like I wasnt thinking at all (very strange feeling) its like I was only with it enough to realize what im standng by, and I also cant see clearly, it like a grey mist all over, its very strange, and when I woke up I was in complete panic, my heart was racing, I was sweaty, and when i atempted to walk up the stairs, my legs shook like jello, it was so strange!!, obviously I stopped taking the meds:lol:

you think it means anything...or is it just the meds talking???
 
Originally posted by miata13B
There have been a few here and there my friend. . . She really dug into me dude. Unfortunately I am about out of here though from work and gotta get going :( but I feel your pain my friend. Listen I'll catch up with you on Sunday or monday and we will discuss further :D Feel better bro.

Thanks for your support mate. I'm in a period of fast transition in my life and the dreams reflect that I often feel trapped, locked and very insecure in this transition, the almost drowning took place in the same river that went into the powerplant. And sometimes life feels like that, a river that you just have to float along with, you can't stop the progress in life. The dream had a good ending though, I managed to cling onto a rope and pull myself out of the roaring waterintake of the plant and get to dry land.

I realised today that this is a very positive dream after all, it could show the ending of a lifepattern for me. When I was a kid I often dreamed about floating in a river and I was filled with fear because I knew that I couldn't escape it and further down the river there was a powerplant that probably would devour me. I haven't dreamed about this from when I was about 15 years until the other night. It feels like I now face the situation that I in some way knew was going to come.

Anyway the worst part is probably over now, when a dream signals something I usually know when I excperience it that this was what the dream told me.

About your ex gf, and the dream you had around xmas, how was your goodbye? and did you know what you wanted to tell her? I think it signals that your breakup is definite and you are having problems letting her go (well duh..).I've sort of been in the same position as you. I had a gf that it took me about 5 years to get over. So what you feel about her right now is in no way a predictor of how you will feel for her in 1, 2 or 5 years from now. Breaking up from a strong and passionate love relationship can be a very long process. And don't underestimate the power of a new love that walks in to your life. Your "obsession" with your ex could dissappear faster than you think under the right circumstances. :)

Peace.

/D

[edit] Crayola, I have dreamed about hitting the ground after a long fall several times. Some times i end up with no injuries at all and sometimes I got several fractures but it never killed me, neither in the dream or in real life ;) I have even dreamed that I got murdered once (by the devil), and I'm still here.. so much for that matrix theory..
 
Damn, there goes that theory, also Ive heard somewhere that dying in your dreams actually means the end of one period in your life and a new beginning. People that wake up before they crash are lusting for a change in there life and cant find it.
My life is currently going through change I just broke up with my long (lol not really) term girlfriend and all her friends hate me but i guess it is my fault, like i was drunk you get the idea.
 
Originally posted by halfracedrift
I just have a question..
I'm pretty sure everyone has been freaked out at one point or another by those *STARE AT THIS FOR 60 SECOND THINGS* and then something freaks you out at the end..
So.. anyway.. My question is..
I had a similar dream to that last night. A chain of peaceful images in my head (ie; a night sky, the world from outer space view, flowers, waterfalls). About... a minute after that *in my dream* I saw the image of an atomic bomb blowing up, complete with sound effects rumbling in my ear.

Is this supposed to signal anything? I didn't do anything stange before I went to bed..
Sounds as if you were woken up to something not very friendly or something like I have - a Stereo hitting 96 db
 
But I didn't wake up because of a stereo.. It was like.. 3 AM at night...The sound was 'created' within me.. There was no sound when I woke up.... But in the dream.. the sound was so damn loud..
 
Originally posted by Crayola
You know how people say that if your falling in a dream and then you hit the bottom you die for real? I dunno why but i think its quite possible. can you honestly tell me that you or someone you know has hit the bottom? I thought of this after seeing The Matrix (lets us forget the second and third, they suck) and Morpheus says "The Body cannot live without the mind" and realised this is very true not in the context he was talking of, but of the concept he is talking about. If you remeber the first movie makes the Matrix sound like some sort of dream, one which seems so real you can't tell the difference, what if dreams are like this and we can infact subliminly decieve ourselves? One of the most embarassing things I remember doing is pashing this girl cos i thought i was going out with her but it was a dream. Just then think what If I had died in that dream? Would the mind therefore, have convinced me I was dead? What happens if my mind thinks I'm dead? What if I die and just like with the girl I dont realise until its too late. I know this all sounds a little far feched but just think:
"Have you ever hit the bottom?" I thought of this cos Miata said his car crashed but then he wasnt in it kinda thing... I dunno It just messes with me the though of dying in a dream.
I actually believe to a big degree dreams do alter you life POV. It has done it to me on several occasions and has altered my perception and decieved my mind. . .

Originally posted by powripper
i can't say i have ever hit the bottom! but it would be a scary thought!

I have a very strange dream, I cant explain it so I thought I would run it by you guys, and aslo i'm not sure ita hs a meaning, but it was when I was starting some new medication, which can cause some side effects...but anyway here I go...

I have no idea where I am, its like I am just in this place that as far as I can see is just a solid grey color, no floor, just grey, so its almost like I am floating, and there is this horrible hissing sound (like the static from a TV, exept higher pitch) very loud! and within this area there is various objects, like a large rock, a tree and this may sound strange, but a volkswagen passat ( i was doing alot of car reaserch for my mother that day) and anyway, I would be standing by one of the various objects (they are all spread out) and all of a sudden I would instantly transport to another object, and every time I did the frquency of the noise would change, but i could not think normaly, like not at all!! its almost like my mind was blank, like I wasnt thinking at all (very strange feeling) its like I was only with it enough to realize what im standng by, and I also cant see clearly, it like a grey mist all over, its very strange, and when I woke up I was in complete panic, my heart was racing, I was sweaty, and when i atempted to walk up the stairs, my legs shook like jello, it was so strange!!, obviously I stopped taking the meds:lol:

you think it means anything...or is it just the meds talking???

It actually sounds like a big stress build up about making a decision. . . just curious, but are you a gemini? I am and man I have about a billion personalities in my head. . . I thank god that they are all anti-social with each other now. I still have the hardest time making decisions though. It looks like in your dream like you were trying to fit a ton of information and testing into a short condenced peice of time which by no means was in anyway good for you.

Originally posted by GTJugend
Thanks for your support mate. I'm in a period of fast transition in my life and the dreams reflect that I often feel trapped, locked and very insecure in this transition, the almost drowning took place in the same river that went into the powerplant. And sometimes life feels like that, a river that you just have to float along with, you can't stop the progress in life. The dream had a good ending though, I managed to cling onto a rope and pull myself out of the roaring waterintake of the plant and get to dry land.
You know, this goes back to my circular theory on life and the paths choosen. Put this together with that but instead of roads make them rivers. hmmm. . . Also the fast transition, tell me about it. I am getting my act together myself. . . It is a long difficult task that is overwhelming it seems on a daily basis. . . Don't roll with the punches, throw the punches. Grab life by the balls. That is what needs to be done!
I realised today that this is a very positive dream after all, it could show the ending of a lifepattern for me. When I was a kid I often dreamed about floating in a river and I was filled with fear because I knew that I couldn't escape it and further down the river there was a powerplant that probably would devour me. I haven't dreamed about this from when I was about 15 years until the other night. It feels like I now face the situation that I in some way knew was going to come.

Anyway the worst part is probably over now, when a dream signals something I usually know when I excperience it that this was what the dream told me.
Postivie outlook and postive reinforcement. That is a great perspective on this GT :D.
About your ex gf, and the dream you had around xmas, how was your goodbye? and did you know what you wanted to tell her? I think it signals that your breakup is definite and you are having problems letting her go (well duh..).I've sort of been in the same position as you. I had a gf that it took me about 5 years to get over. So what you feel about her right now is in no way a predictor of how you will feel for her in 1, 2 or 5 years from now. Breaking up from a strong and passionate love relationship can be a very long process. And don't underestimate the power of a new love that walks in to your life. Your "obsession" with your ex could dissappear faster than you think under the right circumstances. :)
Ah the good-bye. . . It was a sudden thing, we isolated ourselves and she made three attempts to talk to me, but I was too pig headed to even listen because I was enjoying the single life for a breif period in time. - The first was her showing up at my townhouse and walking straight in the screen pation door into my living room. . . I freaked out and it had only been a week. . .
The next time my dog got loose but she at this point ahad already stolen him from me; comes flying over to my house and she runs up to take him. I was about to get the dog into my house, but she comes running over with a "friend" (which I ran into at a later point in time) and he basically held me down when she grabbed the dog. . . The third time she came over after about a month of not hearing or talking. We actually had a conversation and it was the ending of it that made t hurt. . . As she was leaving, I told her and I quote "Do me a favor, make yourself happy please. . . You won't have me in your life, but be happy"
 
Originally posted by miata13B
How can one describe visions in their eyes? No matter what you do, no single person in this world will ever be able to see through your eyes. There is a big reason why I bring this up. I spent the better half of the past two weeks being blind pretty much. I have horrible vision and use contacts. Got an eye infection and can't find any pairs of glasses that I own.

I had a lot of time to spend to myself and thus the reason why I am starting this thread. I had a great deal of time on my hands, so I started to remember the past. After remembering, my dreams have been a little funky.




my dad had awful vision like 20/850 nearly blind not to mension he is color blind aswell but anyway he got so fed up with it he got laser surgery and couldnt see for 2 weeks and he was getting pretty philisophical(sp?)on me for a while.
 
Ok i had this dream where i was just peacfully aloft through the clouds and its quiet then all of a suden i started falling and everything was vague like i couldnt see where i was until i was like 5 feet off the groud and i wake up like 3feet in the air and land on my bed as if i had really fallen and my back really hurt because i landed on my back pretty hard and i was all drenched in sweat yet i was freezing cold. i mean i was freaked out. is that like one of them preminitions?!
 
Originally posted by miata13B

You know, this goes back to my circular theory on life and the paths choosen. Put this together with that but instead of roads make them rivers. hmmm. . . Also the fast transition, tell me about it. I am getting my act together myself. . . It is a long difficult task that is overwhelming it seems on a daily basis. . . Don't roll with the punches, throw the punches. Grab life by the balls. That is what needs to be done!

It's sort of like you describe it, a long difficult overwhelming task. Still I have no choise because I am very dissatisfied with the outcome of my approach to life right now. And changing my approach to life forces me to deal with lifelong patterns that now have became seriously dysfunctional for me. They might have worked in the past but not anymore. I won't describe them because it gets way too personal on an open forum like this.

It's like the dream where I find the rope in the waterintake and I got 2 choises. Letting go and continue with the flow, in life and in the dream it's clear to me where that is heading... Or cling on to the rope and climb out of the river, change the lifelong patterns (which I did in the dream and is trying hard to do right now in my daily life.)

Ah the good-bye. . . It was a sudden thing, we isolated ourselves and she made three attempts to talk to me, but I was too pig headed to even listen because I was enjoying the single life for a breif period in time. - The first was her showing up at my townhouse and walking straight in the screen pation door into my living room. . . I freaked out and it had only been a week. . .
The next time my dog got loose but she at this point ahad already stolen him from me; comes flying over to my house and she runs up to take him. I was about to get the dog into my house, but she comes running over with a "friend" (which I ran into at a later point in time) and he basically held me down when she grabbed the dog. . . The third time she came over after about a month of not hearing or talking. We actually had a conversation and it was the ending of it that made t hurt. . . As she was leaving, I told her and I quote "Do me a favor, make yourself happy please. . . You won't have me in your life, but be happy"

You missed some opportunities to talk to her and sort out things properly irl after your breakup and now you have to deal with it in some way right? Do you have any contact at all with her?
 
Originally posted by miata13B

My conception of life and the paths paved ->
There is eletricity everywhere, not just manufacture by humans, but in organic and inorganic matters. The electricity has magnetism. Every magnet has a North and South pole. A Sphere is defined as infinite points. The Earth is a sphere, It has a North and South pole, and it has electricity. (Now don't be an arse now by saying something like - "So you mean we all make a journey from the South to North pole!") - Electricity flows from negative or South to Positive North. In life there are only two points you and I are the same. That is at birth and at death. Birth is the south pole, likewise North is our death. The difference between me and you is this. . . We have infinite paths to choose along the line we pave through the sphere of life. no other time are we going to be the same and no other time are our paths going to run directly the same line at the same point. We will intersect a lot of lines on our own path, but each radian will be different leading us elsewhere. We may cross again or not, I am not one to foretell anything.

I have to give your theory a go..

I agree on that nothing is the same at any time anywhere. And the issue of choise is a tough one. I believe that in many ways our lives are already set, you are destined to take certain paths already from birth, so I don't agree on that we are the same at birth. So, choise is limited and it's merely impossible to see what is choise and what isn't.

I believe the most important issue in lifes progress is how we tackle our "choises", or excperiences. The choise is not so important as how we later handle our choise. The real choise is there and that is what can change our future.

Haha.. does this makes sense to you at all? it barely makes it to me, because whenever I think of why we live here I can rarely translate my feelings for the concept of "life" to understandable thoughts for myself:lol:
 
Originally posted by Crayola
Damn, there goes that theory, also Ive heard somewhere that dying in your dreams actually means the end of one period in your life and a new beginning.

I can agree on that dying in your dreams is a good thing, like in nature it's all a cycle and death is a prerequisite for birth. When something dies it gives place for something other to be borned.
 
Well, it has been a while, I will be posting later tonight about a few more theories and dreams as of late. I want to hear some more from people here : )
 
Originally posted by GTJugend
Damn. It's been a long time.

I'm going to bed now, seeing what dreams you got to get analysed tomorrow Miata.
I'll be waiting my friend : )
 
Well, this thread slipped through the cracks kinda like you let your memories fade sometimes. . . It is amazing how a life can take a total swing in a matter of six months. There are still dreams that haunt me every night, some I remember and some I forget. I see things in them that are so real at times, I wake up in a cold sweat. . . Look next to me and no one is there. . . I think the scariest thing I have realized about my life is that loneliness is the ultimate path to self-destruction. It truly is, as a kid I always did things alone. I only let one person into my world, not even my family was allowed to be involved in anything.

Self-Destruction -> This is the act of isolating yourself to a point where you feel no one cares. You see no purpose to make an effort in anything. Your self-esteem makes you believe you can't accomplish nothing. This is the path choosen by those that will never put themselves in harms way. In the grand scheme of life, it ends up being the most hurtful path to take.

So how do you stop self-destruction? Who do you turn to? Can you trust yourself? Are you alone?

To each his/her own on how to attack the situation. Eventually you will come to a crossroad in life where you have directions to take. Whether you take the path less traveled on, the high road, or take that next right. . . It matters. It matters what you do every moment. The tiniest offset could cause the end of the world, or being the saviour. This is best projected through an occurence that happened to me about 4 years ago. I was coming home from work and there is an intersection called Old Chenney and Semoran 436 (for those that know Orlando). Old Chenney lets you travel north or south on 436, but taking the path to the north (the path home for me) you have two turn lanes. The first car in the leftmost lane was me. The lane next to me lays a Ford Explorer with two or three people in it. I had just gotten sick of the music I was listening to. Normally I am always trying to react to traffic lights as fast as I can to keep my bodily reactions in focus with my mind. This is where that music came into play. I got into switching the CD. I was just loading it and turning the song to the one I wanted. The light had turned green before I got to the song and did not recognize the light. I looked up as the song came on and saw the Explorer pull off. I jammed the gas to take this left pretty fast. Next thing I know, because this turn is basically a blind left due to the darkness out and trees on the corner (at the time), a car (i forget what type) goes flying in front of my car at 55 mph (the speed limit on 436) smashes directly into the Explorer. . . My life passed before my eyes. I don't know why I wasn't the car hit. . .

Look at what just happened there. What saved me? I don't know, could it have been that CD placed into the CD player? Was it that I woke up 1 minute late in the morning? Was it the conversation I just had before I left work? I don't know. I never will. . .

Those that know me, will understand why I am putting this into reference to self-destruction right now. I need a perspective, something for a smile. . .
 
well when things are out of your control like that it just comes down to it wasnt your time yet. I believe we if our time is up its up. Of course you can kill yourself at any moment though who would, apart from those who really think the should in other words their time was up.

As for lonelyness leads to destruction i truly believe that also, with out someone to love and care for you and for you to love and car for someone else we would all be a tragic mess. Humans are unable to survive on their own, we just go mental, insane. I think its important to live your life to the best you can while your have it, and to always try to have someone special (even if its just one) who you are able to talk to and share your problems.
 
Originally posted by Crayola
You know how people say that if your falling in a dream and then you hit the bottom you die for real? I dunno why but i think its quite possible. can you honestly tell me that you or someone you know has hit the bottom? I thought of this after seeing The Matrix (lets us forget the second and third, they suck) and Morpheus says "The Body cannot live without the mind" and realised this is very true not in the context he was talking of, but of the concept he is talking about. If you remeber the first movie makes the Matrix sound like some sort of dream, one which seems so real you can't tell the difference, what if dreams are like this and we can infact subliminly decieve ourselves? One of the most embarassing things I remember doing is pashing this girl cos i thought i was going out with her but it was a dream. Just then think what If I had died in that dream? Would the mind therefore, have convinced me I was dead? What happens if my mind thinks I'm dead? What if I die and just like with the girl I dont realise until its too late. I know this all sounds a little far feched but just think:
"Have you ever hit the bottom?" I thought of this cos Miata said his car crashed but then he wasnt in it kinda thing... I dunno It just messes with me the though of dying in a dream.

I actually believe this, not from the Matrix but from other research and personal experience. I have never hit the bottom, i come within like 1mm and then I just wake up with a heart rate of 10 times what is normal. I think if your subconsious thinks you just died you mind goes under so much stress because it thinks you're dead then you actually kill yourself if you get what I mean.
 

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