Today really sucks. I was hoping to get a longboard from my old friend for $50, then ride it to get a haircut and ride home. It is worth much more, so it's a good deal, and I need a haircut. Well, last night my mother informed me that family is coming over today, very extended family that I haven't seen since I was a toddler. This will not only be awkward, but they are coming over around 4:00, which is when I was supposed to leave to get this longboard. That means waiting until next week sometime, when it will probably drop down to the 30 and 20-degree range once again.
Also, something else happened today, but this will be a long rant, probably, so be warned!
Ok, so before I get started, there needs to be some background information, which I will explain: A few months ago, around September-ish, my girlfriend's depression was really bad, and she decided to be careless when she got sore one night and almost overdosed on OTC painkillers. She told her dad about it before she would've passed out, and it ended up being fine. She knows it had a deep impact on me, and being that most other kids didn't want to talk about it because they wanted to avoid the subject, she took it as me and her dad being the only ones who cared. Later on, a couple months later, her friend did the same, although more for attention. (She is a dumb typical female) Everything ended up fine from that. Now, today, that same friend was texting my girlfriend about her brother who overdosed on 20, yes 20, sleeping pills today. This really annoyed my girlfriend, as she thinks it's her fault for giving her sister, and therefore her brother, this idea. She kept telling her to take him to the hospital, her friend is 18 and can drive. But instead, she waited until her parents got home. About 2 and a half hours after taking them, he was given vomit-inducing drugs to get it all up, but they still didn't take him to the hospital, at which point my girlfriend turned her phone off so she didn't hear any more about it. Now that killed any possibility of a good mood for me, and certainly her today. She was already in a bad mood from calling me crying last night, at what seemed caused by depression. But after hearing that, she wasn't talking, seemed incredibly sad, and that worries me, because I know she does self-harm things to vent. It killed my mood since I'm worried about her doing stuff to herself and because it just reminded me vividly of the day she did that, she came to school late because she went to the hospital early in the morning, and it's a memory I sadly won't ever forget. It's been a terrible day, and now I have to put up with relatives I haven't seen and trying to act all happy for them, when I should be on the phone with my girlfriend to keep her occupied with something. I feel like this day is just going to get worse.. :worried: [/end rant]
The more I look at it, the harder it seems to be. 
