Another day, thought I'd be better off from last night talking with you guys over on this thread. It was, for the morning. It started with confusion, then we had to turn in a paper. Good, I got a lot of research (Hydrogen power vs. electric power for cars) done for that topic, proof-read by my mother, so I felt pretty confident. Turns out my teacher wouldn't accept it without having the rough draft. Problem is, that was at home. We have never done this before, so I didn't bring it with me. Couldn't help that my teacher told us it was due two days after we started working on it.
After that, I had band. Normally I play my Clarinet very well, 2nd Chair in my class. Yesterday, I get this fuzzy sound coming from my reed. I didn't have any spares either. So today, the day of the big concert, I decide to get some more reeds. I check each one to make sure they are good. So, during the concert, my reed is playing perfectly 10 minutes in, then it starts getting fuzzy. Now it starts squeaking after third space E. Obviously it's not a reed problem, but I don't understand how all of the sudden it'll start doing this. I haven't changed the way I play at all! Could it be part of the cold weather?
Then at lunch this person tells me the only reason my girlfriend is dating me is the way I look. Obviously that's true as she's told me a lot of reasons, and so have her friends. Still, the fact that someone would say that get's me down.
Iron deficiency sucks as well. I'm always tired and groggy, and I haven't been in a particularly good mood lately, so it feels like everyone around me is tired of me. Everything seems to bring me down now, and I find everyday I continue to stare off into space for longer periods of time. It doesn't seem I can do anything about it.
Don't you go to school?
