......rope dance.......
Who says life has to have a purpose? Reality is what you make it. Your existence is defined by your own perception. Kind of a nebulous point of reference, isn't it?
Nothing is impossible. You only call it "impossible" because you were taught that it is "impossible". The fact that you have never perceived does not mean it hasn't happened, won't happen, or isn't happening right now. Your faith in your own perceptions limits you.
"Of all the liars in the world, the smoothest and most convincing is memory." - A greater person than I, whose name escapes me
Remember that time? Sure you do. It happened - it had to. I'm sure of it because I remember it. yes, absolutely.
No, you dreamt it. Remember when you woke up? In your bed, drenched in sweat and trembling in remembrance of the terrible place you escaped? Was it real? Of course it was - you made it real. How did it disappear? That's impossible!
Why should it be?
Your own mind is lying right now. You have created a personal barrier to protect yourself from the information that bombards you daily. It keeps you in check; keeps you from seeing the world outside of yourself.
One day, you will separate from your "body" and see the "world" from a new perspective. When the curtains fall away, "you" as a an idea will cease to exist. You will be outside of the illusion....
....remember, your life is more than an ongoing series of biological processes. The undefinable soul continues before and after the flesh.
Peace.