I used to draw. I had hopes of my own online comic to make some money while at home. I have this long sci-fi fantasy sort'a epic bubbling in the back of my mind. That or uploading game videos or streams. Couldn't really think of a solid format as I'm not the most chatty person when playing, and I can't fake excitement and energy like all the ones I see the kids watch. Lately I haven't really had time to do either. Just a couple cheesy phone games I got hooked on. The distraction is nice. That and browsing these forums. Although some arguments in a few threads can be stressful to read. In any case I really appreciate this site being here, and simply writing out my thoughts in this thread is a good outlet. I was just particularly frustrated last night because the funeral and reception coincided with my nephew's birthday. With alcohol always being a prime ingredient with these things, stupid scenarios always seem to boil up when they didn't need to. I never drink, due to my observations of what it does to friends and family, so sober me always plays clean up. After my experience I hold caregivers in a new light. The stress is far more real than I could ever had predicted, especially if the one in care is verbally abusive. It can really drag a person down. Whatever your situation is like, I hope you stay strong for them and yourself.