Freshman Year. Help.

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Nero9
Well i really hate it when i'm talking with someone on Facebook, and then the chat just "drops off" with the other person being offline for 10 seconds, then back up again, then we're like "why'd you go offline???". :mad:

The only intresting thing i did yesterday was chat on Facebook with my ex-classmate (even with all that crap above, to a certain point).

I hope today something intresting will happen! 👍
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Yeah, I hate that too, although I stopped using FB chat. Useless to me.

Today was a solemn day. Welsey's cousin passed away from a motorcycle accident, and with my past I have to help him. It sucks really.

Oh yeah! I learned how to say "24 Hour of Le Mans in French.

Vingt-quatre heures du mans."

Easy, right? :sly:
 
GT_Prologue5
Welsey's cousin passed away from a motorcycle accident, and with my past I have to help him. It sucks really.
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Ouch. My friend was in a motorcycle accident back at Friday, but he's in good shape now, the only enemy he has now are the stairs.

Well yesterday, attempting to talk with my ex-classmate resulted in my blood-pressure going up, i almost smashed my computer too. :lol:

Today will be a long day; 7 hours! :grumpy:
 
Tomorrow, I will be doing school, then cleaning, then I will be playing plenty of Warhammer 40k, and my life will be all the better for it. So I ask of you, Prologue, is your insanity filled life going swimmingly?
 
Rykon Zero
Tomorrow, I will be doing school, then cleaning, then I will be playing plenty of Warhammer 40k, and my life will be all the better for it. So I ask of you, Prologue, is your insanity filled life going swimmingly?
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I really don't think you should say "swimmingly" around Andrew...
 
Daniel
I really don't think you should say "swimmingly" around Andrew...
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Rykon Zero
Tomorrow, I will be doing school, then cleaning, then I will be playing plenty of Warhammer 40k, and my life will be all the better for it. So I ask of you, Prologue, is your insanity filled life going swimmingly?
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Thanks for cheering me up. I'm feeling way down today. Of course it's the same reason the last 15-so pages have siad. Yeah, her boyfriends coming up here, which means I'm going to get a nice story, but I can't talk to her all weekend. Also had my socks thrown in the toilet again in swim class, just went shoes only for the bus ride, I didn't feel like fishing it out. I'm also beginning to despise Kirsten. Something about her just makes me sick. Her beauty still has its controls (anyone whos underwear says "just do it" around there ass and is woman has a win in my records), but now all I do is just walk away from her. Life acts in swimmingly strange ways. So yes, my insanity continues, except it's making me feel very sad.
 
Life does that. It will get better, so just hang in there at least. Just know, I'm here to talk if you need. And to make off hand remarks about pools.
 
Rykon Zero
Life does that. It will get better, so just hang in there at least. Just know, I'm here to talk if you need. And to make off hand remarks about pools.
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Yeah I know I'm no where near the mark of physical harm and I never will.
 
Wow, either something's wrong with me or i hate weekends? :eek:
It's just so damn boring.

On another note, my ex-classmate i was talking about finally made an msn account. 👍
 
Nero9
Wow, either something's wrong with me or i hate weekends? :eek:
It's just so damn boring.

On another note, my ex-classmate i was talking about finally made an msn account. 👍
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Very cool. 👍 I use my weekends to get my rest, I just woke up (plus my mom and her boyfriend and brother and all them were partying) and I really needed that sleep man. I'm doing nothing for my weekend, with Zak still grounded, Helen probably petrified of me, Kirsten's with her boyfriend :grumpy: , and Wesley has a funeral so I'm just gonna chill and get my new GT5:P setup back in my room.
 
I've actually got tons of stuff to do for this holiday. But I've got holiday homework :grumpy:. But it's cool - make a flash animation on why not to bring firearms through Customs. :trouble:
 
Daniel
I've actually got tons of stuff to do for this holiday. But I've got holiday homework :grumpy:. But it's cool - make a flash animation on why not to bring firearms through Customs. :trouble:
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:lol: That's your homework? Mine is normally just do a page out of a textbook. MIHS isn't technologically oriented. I've been keeping my mind off my problems by moving my brothers TV upstairs, he got my moms little HDTV, I finally moved my PS3 into my bedroom, and I just take some breaks to come downstairs to hit the Interwebs. It's a lazy day for me.
 
It's I.T. Homework :D
And I'm getting moved up a grade next year. The teacher said she's setting me up for scholarship!
 
Daniel
It's I.T. Homework :D
And I'm getting moved up a grade next year. The teacher said she's setting me up for scholarship!
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Oh...I have no idea what that is my school is very, well, a bad school. If I could move to New Zealand and join your school I would. :D But I'm fine with my school because it's easy and while I enjoy mental challenges, I enjoy my life there. Well, most of it. :indiff:
 
Rykon Zero
I'll actually start college classes in January, and I hear college is pretty fun.
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Hmm...you're (in America) a 10th Grader, so yeah I could see someone taking college classes. Or do you mean like Uni?

Other than said question, I completely forgot we had a homecoming! I don't know when it is (just going to check the school's webpage for it) and maybe the line "I just want to go as friends" might work with Kirsten. If it does, I'll be happy. If it doesn't, then I'm not going. Said and done.

EDIT: Neuf Octobre (October 9th) Now let's see what I can make of this.
 
Lol it's complicated - when America says College, we say University. When America says High School, we say College. :boggled:
 
Nah, not university. I'll just be getting a degree, then on to university.

Oh. Yeah, I'll be doing the after 12th grade stuff.
 
Rykon Zero
Nah, not university. I'll just be getting a degree, then on to university.

Oh. Yeah, I'll be doing the after 12th grade stuff.
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Cool. 👍 My school doesn't have all that College/University/whatever the hell Daniel calls it studies. More like basic education. And it kind of sucks- my mind feels in no way pushed to a limit. Say that my brain, when fully pushed, hits maybe 10,000rpm. MIHS offers me maybe 6,000-7,000rpm. Weird way to put it but makes sense. 👍 Even being in almost all Honors classes is easy. I'd be better off taking AP (College/University/Daniel's idea...) classes. I wouldn't have as high of a GPA (mine's maybe 3.5+) but I would enjoy it more. And lately my school isn't enjoyable- you all know of the Kirsten problem, plus my school is too restricting, and it's full of idiots. Here's why...

On Friday I saw some idiot in a Cobalt SS in a parking lot about 5 feet from the street light. So he decides a horribly executed FF slide would be nice and cuts off maybe 5 busses?

Then the kid sitting next to me (big screw-up on the bus- no one else is assigned to my seat) pulls out a can of Mint chewing tobacco. What brand? Who cares.

That's the other problem- my school is filled with whores, drugs, booze- a bunch of idiots. Luckily me and my friends aren't part of that group, despite the fact that Kirsten has smoked pot, she stopped so my clique is practically clean. But the rest of my school- bete. (Stupid.)

And with last nights fiasco, I think my sister is the biggest idiot ever. She was hanging with her friend Mariah (the supposed 9th Grade whore) and brought over 2 17 year olds and then got drunk and threw up. My mom didn't even notice. Seriously, I looked at her and said:

"Mom are you stupid?"
"Why?"
"Because those kids said they were Juniors. Juniors are 17. Amber's 14."
"So? I can just say I'm a Senior! Those kids said they were 14."
"A JUNIOR IS 16-17!"
"I DON'T CARE."

There are several problems with that, my mom's in her 40's....

My family is such idiots. My sister is on a road to alchoholism and will do anything as long as people think she's cool.

My mom must be retarded...

I might be insane but I'm THE NORMAL ONE![
 
Daniel
Lol it's complicated - when America says College, we say University. When America says High School, we say College. :boggled:
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Educational Institution
Kindergarten through 12th Grade (K-6= Elementary School,7-8 = Middle School,9-12= Highschool)
Then it can split into
College ( University ( Some offer up to PH.D) or Local colleges( aka Community college's) ( probably offer up to Associates to Bachelor Degrees)
or
Vocational School ( can offer Job skills in various areas through Medical to Technology( sometimes Cosmetology and Massaging))
All this is probably my knowledge of the "Schools " are out here.
 
Pretty much makes sense. Might confuse the foreign members (looking at you AGAIN Daniel) but for America it's fine. I hope tomorrow goes as well as today did. Good day, good day. 👍 👍 👍
 
GT_Prologue5
Cool. 👍 My school doesn't have all that College/University/whatever the hell Daniel calls it studies. More like basic education. And it kind of sucks- my mind feels in no way pushed to a limit. Say that my brain, when fully pushed, hits maybe 10,000rpm. MIHS offers me maybe 6,000-7,000rpm. Weird way to put it but makes sense. 👍 Even being in almost all Honors classes is easy. I'd be better off taking AP (College/University/Daniel's idea...) classes. I wouldn't have as high of a GPA (mine's maybe 3.5+) but I would enjoy it more. And lately my school isn't enjoyable- you all know of the Kirsten problem, plus my school is too restricting, and it's full of idiots. Here's why...

On Friday I saw some idiot in a Cobalt SS in a parking lot about 5 feet from the street light. So he decides a horribly executed FF slide would be nice and cuts off maybe 5 busses?

Then the kid sitting next to me (big screw-up on the bus- no one else is assigned to my seat) pulls out a can of Mint chewing tobacco. What brand? Who cares.

That's the other problem- my school is filled with whores, drugs, booze- a bunch of idiots. Luckily me and my friends aren't part of that group, despite the fact that Kirsten has smoked pot, she stopped so my clique is practically clean. But the rest of my school- bete. (Stupid.)

And with last nights fiasco, I think my sister is the biggest idiot ever. She was hanging with her friend Mariah (the supposed 9th Grade whore) and brought over 2 17 year olds and then got drunk and threw up. My mom didn't even notice. Seriously, I looked at her and said:

"Mom are you stupid?"
"Why?"
"Because those kids said they were Juniors. Juniors are 17. Amber's 14."
"So? I can just say I'm a Senior! Those kids said they were 14."
"A JUNIOR IS 16-17!"
"I DON'T CARE."

There are several problems with that, my mom's in her 40's....

My family is such idiots. My sister is on a road to alchoholism and will do anything as long as people think she's cool.

My mom must be retarded...

I might be insane but I'm THE NORMAL ONE![
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Ahh the Black sheep of the Family...
 
GT_Prologue5
Cool. 👍 My school doesn't have all that College/University/whatever the hell Daniel calls it studies. More like basic education. And it kind of sucks- my mind feels in no way pushed to a limit. Say that my brain, when fully pushed, hits maybe 10,000rpm. MIHS offers me maybe 6,000-7,000rpm. Weird way to put it but makes sense. 👍 Even being in almost all Honors classes is easy. I'd be better off taking AP (College/University/Daniel's idea...) classes. I wouldn't have as high of a GPA (mine's maybe 3.5+) but I would enjoy it more. And lately my school isn't enjoyable- you all know of the Kirsten problem, plus my school is too restricting, and it's full of idiots.
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I understand completely. I'd say that if my brain's working at 10,000 RPM, I'm cruising at a steady 3,000 RPM. I'm hoping I'll reach at least 8,000 in college.

GT_Prologue5
I might be insane but I'm THE NORMAL ONE![
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Some people, I swear... My mom is practically the opposite of that. She goes on ridiculous tirades about drugs and keeping my life clean, when I've heard those speeches five million times and I understand what you're trying to say woman now lay off my back.
 
Rykon Zero
I understand completely. I'd say that if my brain's working at 10,000 RPM, I'm cruising at a steady 3,000 RPM. I'm hoping I'll reach at least 8,000 in college.



Some people, I swear... My mom is practically the opposite of that. She goes on ridiculous tirades about drugs and keeping my life clean, when I've heard those speeches five million times and I understand what you're trying to say woman now lay off my back.
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"Woman, now lay off my back!" :lol: Yeah I just hope that it gets better, I mean she doesn't preach that stuff to me because she doesn't see me doing it, and I haven't. My brain might love hitting 8,500rpm.
 
Man....loving someone you can't bear to even look at is tough. I seriously did not think of her this whole weekend, I didn't see her once today (or at least I avoided her) but Kirsten...why can't I just let my grip go? I seriously thought that if I saw her, and she just sat saying "hey"....



...all I could do was walk away....I can't even talk to her. I care for her so much. I'd do anything (realistic) for her. I seriously cannot take it anymore, either she stays away or I go away, but wither way I can't forget. No to mention the cance for me is probably 1/1000 to get with her. Come on, an uptight guy having a chance with a girl with a boyfriend and maybe 2 other better guys chasing her? But I almost love her...I know I'm too young to know the whole feeling, but I have to burden all these feelings day by day. This is the only place I can even talk about this.

Ca va tres mal.
 
You're in high school, we all got those feelings about a girl when we are that age. Just live through it and don't do anything stupid and you'll be alright. Maybe a little heart broken, but life us full of heart breaks.
 
Joey D
You're in high school, we all got those feelings about a girl when we are that age. Just live through it and don't do anything stupid and you'll be alright. Maybe a little heart broken, but life us full of heart breaks.
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Thank you Joey. I'm just feeling a little down is all, I've never contemplated anything stupid and I hope I never will. Thanks. 👍 👍
 
Like I said earlier, in 10 years when you've lost contact with her, will you be content looking back and saying "yeah, it was a good friendship", or will you be regretting what could have been?

I was in roughly the same situation, and I'd rather go down swinging than regret it later. Keeping with the baseball analogy, I struck out, but I'm ok with that. I had really strong feelings for this girl, similar to what you're describing. Whenever I talked to her I would freeze up, etc. etc.

I decided it was time to sack up, and so I told her how I felt. As you know, she didn't feel the same way "you're a nice guy blah blah blah", but it felt so much better to get that off my chest. Sure, the heartache hurts, but it honestly felt better than being in anxiety 24/7. I'm not really the type to wallow in self pity, nor am I particularly emotional, so I was over her in a long weekend, but for you it may take longer, or even less time.


Good luck with whatever decision you decide to make 👍


(I'm not good at this emotional advice stuff)
 

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