Her: Are you doing ok.
Me: Not really
Her:I'm sorry.
Me: ok
Her: Cheer up.
Me: Why should I?
Her: Because you should. You have your whole life ahead of you.
Me: It's not that easy.
Her: Life is too short to be upset.
Me: You cant just drop this 🤬
Me: Then there's you who can just hook up with whoever you want in a week. WTF.
Her: A week? Lol, it wasn't a week. And "hook up" isn't the word to put it. Usually hook up is having sex.
Me: I don't care how long it was, you turned around and got with someone like it was nothing, and I'm just sitting over here like WTF.
Me: I told you before go have your new man, because I'm apparently worthless to you anymore, so whatever.
Her: It wasn't "like nothing." And you're not worthless? Who said that?
Me: What was it like then huh? "It just happened" Bull. That don't just happen, and clearly I am if you can just up and leave after everything.
Me: Im not having this discussion, you've clearly made up your mind who you are going to be with.
Her: Just because I broke up with you doesn't mean you're worthless.
Me: Well you did a damn good job of making me feel that way. I hope your happy.
Her: You can thank [Friends name] if you think this is all my fault. [Friends name] is the one who told me [new BF name] liked me on Dec 22nd. Not Dec 8th. That's like 2/3 weeks apart. Not a week.
Me: And you pursued him. Thanks
. At this point I really don't even care anymore. You've shown me who you really want.
Her: If you don't really care anymore, then why are you upset over it?
Me: Because I was a lot more attached to you then you thought I was.
Her: Sometimes, it didn't even seem like you cared.
Me: That' me on the outside. I thought you knew me better than that. I knew I wasn't going anywhere, and at that point I couldn't see myself with anyone else. I was devastated when you left but apparently that means nothing to you.
Her: I feel bad that you're upset, but I need to also do what I need to do for myself. I've always put everyone before myself and learned that I need to do things for myself too... Not just in this case, but many other cases. My feelings changed, and like I just said, you didn't seem like you cared most of the time... How do you think I felt? Sometimes I felt like total garbage. I never meant to hurt you or anyone.
Me: Well I did.
Me: You barely showed it.
Me: And you did hurt me regardless if you meant it or not.
Me: I don't show my feelings. Never have.
Her: I see..
Me: But then again, thought you knew that.
Her: You'd think you'd show your feelings to someone like your girlfriend. And not lust after someone you never even dated too. Especially after she made it clear that he has a boyfriend and isn't interested. I never understood that.
Me: I'm over that anymore. It's done. I gave up. Let's not bring this into the conversation.
Her: You're over it now that I'm gone? You said you gave up a few other times too but still brought her up. Whatever, its not an issue anymore.
Me: I can't explain it.
Her: Alrighty.
Me: I feel bad about that, I didn't mean to put you through that 🤬.
Her: Well, you did. Even the second time around.
Me: I know
Her: Oh well.
Me: I regret it.
Her: Do you.
Me: No it's not oh well. I 🤬 up.
Me: Yup
Her: Why
Me: Because I lost the only person that ever meant something to me.
Her: I see.
Me: The only person that ever accepted me for who I am.
Me: That put up with all of my 🤬.
Me: Lost my best friend.
Her: I'm sorry.
Me: You ended it.
Her: I know
Me: Like I said go have your new man.You're clearly happier.
Her: There are many people out there [my name]. I'm not the only person in the world. You'll find the one.
Me: Maybe
Me: I don't even know if i want anyone at this point.
Her: Why?
Me: No point.
Her: Why is there no point?
Me: IDK
Me: Just isn't.
Her: Whatever you say.
Me: ok
Her: Lol
Me: ?
Her: what
Me: Nothing. Are we done here?
Her: If you want to be.
Me: Unless you've got something else to say, kinda. Speak it if you do.
Her: I'm done here then I guess. Just know that I'm obviously still your friend and if you need to talk, I'm still here.
Me: Ok. Thanks then.
Her: Yup.
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Thoughts?
. Finally a girl who texts me all day, very honest. And so beautiful. And has blue eyes, very smart, very well everything, were so smiliar zomg 
.Unexpected relationships always are the best 
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