My girlfriend, my mom, and my sister are all grinding my gears. My girlfriend told me that today she was going to go smoke pot with this kid she's been friends with for a while. Now, she knows I wasn't for it, but I told her if this is the last time for a few months at least go for it. The thing is, the kids she's with are "sketchy", and I don't like her smoking with someone she hasn't hung out with in a long time and likes to get as high or drunk as possible. She hates alcohol, so that isn't a problem, but the smoking still annoys me. I thought she would know better than to not take a chance with it, being her relatives have had drug problems, tons of my friends I lost because they are such druggies now, and same with her friends, yet she still goes and does this, saying this will be the last time until probably summer. I told her that doesn't matter, but she thinks it's because I don't trust her. That's not why, it's because you can't trust yourself when it comes to that. Nobody wakes up and says, "I want to become a pothead", it just happens. Then, after my mom was whining to me that I was taking too long to use the dryer and had to vacuum, my girlfriend calls me, stoned off her arse. I could hear the other guy in the background talking all stupid, and she kept laughing, so I told her I was gonna vacuum and I didn't want to talk. I didn't say "love you" like usual, because this really really p!ssed me off. In summer when I'd smoke once every month or so, she'd be royally p!ssed at me, even though I already went through a phase involving smoking too much and I learned how to control it. She never screwed around with it before, except once with me (she had to persuade me), so I have no idea if she'll be able to keep from forming a habit of this. I'm going to call her in about another half hour, since she called about an hour ago, it should be worn off, and I'm going to have a talk. This whole time my sister is complaining that I have my TV too loud playing BF3, when it's lower than hers (same model TV). Speaking of BF3, I wanted to play to get this stuff off my mind, but being angry and being that this is the first ever FPS I've owned, I suck terribly and it doesn't help my anger out. Terrible day today.
My dad has now said he's taking my iPod every evening at 8 and I can have it In the morning. 
Damn him...
