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Confession: I'm hanging out this weekend with a friend that used to be really close to me a little over a year ago and I think that something will happen, if you catch my drift. I'm hoping something will happen.

Feels kinda wrong hoping that something will happen, haha.
 
Congrats buddy, that's no confession, that's a cause for celebration if it works out!

In that same vein, I do have a confession though. I'm leading a girl on just because I want to have sex with her.. how bad is this?
 
Dudes I Am the same situation of both you, I just had a girl round my house spent time together friendly flirting, went athletics and nothing happened, becuase we are just friend but I am not going to lie i would like more, but on the other hand I have been talking to this girl I say I like and I do a bit but not that much and its going to get out of hand pretty soon.
 
Congrats buddy, that's no confession, that's a cause for celebration if it works out!

In that same vein, I do have a confession though. I'm leading a girl on just because I want to have sex with her.. how bad is this?

I was on this same boat a couple of months ago. We both stopped talking to each other. I didn't really feel bad..
 
I'm in love with the show Jersey Shore, I haven't the slightest idea why...ok that's a lie, I like how it makes me feel better about myself. I mean come on a bunch of dbags with fake tans that cheat on each other and then find out about it? My life's got nothing on that! :lol:
 
I'm in love with the show Jersey Shore, I haven't the slightest idea why...ok that's a lie, I like how it makes me feel better about myself. I mean come on a bunch of dbags with fake tans that cheat on each other and then find out about it? My life's got nothing on that! :lol:

It's utterly brilliant in it's terribleness. Kinda like The Hills. I want to stop watching but I can't turn away.
 
I'll honestly admit I'd never have to write anything in this thread, but I was just proven wrong.

I was just told that my Uncle Al died today. Now I don't know to many details, but last year, he had problems with his kidney and had to get a transplant. However, after the operaton, he got cancer on I think his pelvis. He was getting medication, but it just got worse. Like I said, I don't know all the details. He told me he was planning to come for a visit (he lives in Motgomery). I think he was 58 years old.

I was told 2 days after school started that the doctors only gave him a couple weeks, but it's still quite a hit. Right now I'm fairly calm (which surprises me). Listening to Bill Cosby probably helps. :lol: The funeral is Friday morning, but I have some classes at school that I don't want to fall behind in, so I won't be going.

So there. I feel a bit better after typing this.
 
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I'll honestly admit I'd never have to write anything in this thread, but I was just proven wrong.

I was just told that my Uncle Al died today. Now I don't know to many details, but last year, he had problems with his kidney and had to get a transplant. However, after the operaton, he got cancer on I think his pelvis. He was getting medication, but it just got worse. Like I said, I don't know all the details. He told me he was planning to come for a visit (he lives in Motgomery). I think he was 58 years old.

I was told 2 days after school started that the doctors only gave him a couple weeks, but it's still quite a hit. Right now I'm fairly calm (which surprises me). Listening to Bill Cosby probably helps. :lol: The funeral is Friday morning, but I have some classes at school that I don't want to fall behind in, so I won't be going.

So there. I feel a bit better after typing this.

Thats real bad for you I hope you get over it quickly, I would advise you to go to his funeral because if you don't you could end up regretting it. You wont concentrate in that lesson anyway thinking his funeral is going on and your not there to say your last farewells.

Hope you feel better soon.
 
I'm bored with school and my job.

Right now I'm starting my 4th year of a 3 year Computer Science degree. Long story short, I failed a couple courses so I still have to do about 4 more to finish up. I don't mind that I'm still at University longer that I should be but I've just become completely bored with the course. For over a year nothing I've done has remotely interested me. From Database to Network Security to Artificial Intelligence nothing has captured my attention. It simply came down to picking what was offered and doing them. If I passed, cool. If I didn't, oh well. I just have zero motivation to continue on. It seemed like the logical step after getting my Associate Degree in Computer Studies but I'm pretty much only doing it now because I think my parents would be disappointed if I dropped out.

I don't even think I want to pursue a career in a computer related field. I've become very interested in things like environmentalism, conservation and sustainability. I couldn't tell you the last time I went reading up on new computer parts or computer technology but prefer to spend time reading articles on Planet Green. I'd definitely love to get an environmental related job. It's something I've become quite passionate about and could really see myself wanting to build a career in that field. I'm only 21 so it's not like it's too late for me to pursue this. It's just that I know my mum would be disappointed and even though I don't care about the Comp Sci degree I would still kind of feel like I wasted three years of my life if I didn't end up getting that stupid piece of paper.



I don't fare much better in the job department either. Landed a job at a startup IPTV company early this year at the end of January. Started out pretty good when the company was in its infancy and I really liked setting equipment up and configuring servers and all that. When we moved our head end to Miami I enjoyed getting to travel up to America whenever there were any major changes to be done.

But now as the company is pretty much at a standstill I'm just so bored of working there. For about 2 months I've spent the majority of my time at work on my laptop surfing the net or talking with the girls at work. Yeah sure I can brag that I get payed to do nothing but it really isn't something to be proud of. I just don't feel like I need to be there anymore. When I first began I enjoyed going to work but now I'm just going though the motions.

So basically I want to drop out and I'm ready to send in my letter of resignation. Time will tell if I actually go through with either of them. :nervous: I've never talked to anyone about this though so it does feel good to type.
 
I am honestly considering flipping the hell out the next time someone tells me to do my homework out of my schedule. I've got a schedule I try to adhere to to get my mind in the habit of actually doing homework at a reasonable time, and if someone throws that off by trying to get me to do it earlier, or by yelling at me, I get into a state of mind where I want to not do something specifically because they want me to do it.
 
I just wish nobody cared so I could actually go through with it. I'm just absolutely done with life, I have no reason to continue on, and I don't care what comes after. Hell or just nonexistence I don't care, anything would be better than living right now. The only shred keeping me here is the fact that it would seriously screw up my friend's lives, but I don't want to believe that. I tell myself they hate me, and I believe it, and little by little it becomes more real to me. I don't even look at the world with the same perspective anymore. I just feel like I'm dragging on in this useless body in this useless world.

I talked to my best friend and he is horribly bothered with the way I am. The fact that I'd just kill myself when we're practically brothers, I hang out with him all day every day. I hate to talk to him about it because he knew me when I didn't have a care in the world, and now I'm so close to death it's not even funny.

I found more rope in my storage unit, literally the best kind for a noose, not even out of the package. The other rope I used I left in my car and my friend made me give her my keys and she threw it out. I have a noose sitting in a bag in my closet right now:indiff:

Tomorrow when I get the chance I'm going to see if I can have a talk with my friend. Hopefully during the day I'll have a slight moment of clarity and be able to text her about it.

I'm so sorry I'm like this


Suicide is the coward's way out, and the worst way to die. According to Christianity, suicide means automatic hell, because the taking of a life, including your own is a sin, and you can't ask for forgiveness because well, you're dead. And Hell is the worst place imaginable, absolutely nothing, not even what you say your life is like, could be as bad. You'd never be happy again.

You need to give thanks dude, because as bad as your life may be, it could be a whole, lot, worse. Imagine not having a house, car, job, and barely any food, parents are dead, you have to fend for yourself in a world you know little about. Sounds bad, right? Well, it's happening right now to millions and millions of people. You've got friends that do care about you, and we care about you too. Those people I mentioned probably don't have any friends at all.

Just because your life may be bad, doesn't mean it won't get better. You could wake up tomorrow or any day and win a million dollars, or meet the love of your life, or something else. But if you kill yourself, you will never know. God's got a plan for you, all of us. We'll die when he wants us to, for reasons beyond us. Live your life all the way, do the right things, and you go to heaven, the opposite of hell. Sounds nice, doesn't it?
 
I am honestly considering flipping the hell out the next time someone tells me to do my homework out of my schedule. I've got a schedule I try to adhere to to get my mind in the habit of actually doing homework at a reasonable time, and if someone throws that off by trying to get me to do it earlier, or by yelling at me, I get into a state of mind where I want to not do something specifically because they want me to do it.

Welcome to my world.
 
Suicide is the coward's way out, and the worst way to die. According to Christianity, suicide means automatic hell, because the taking of a life, including your own is a sin, and you can't ask for forgiveness because well, you're dead. And Hell is the worst place imaginable, absolutely nothing, not even what you say your life is like, could be as bad. You'd never be happy again.

You need to give thanks dude, because as bad as your life may be, it could be a whole, lot, worse. Imagine not having a house, car, job, and barely any food, parents are dead, you have to fend for yourself in a world you know little about. Sounds bad, right? Well, it's happening right now to millions and millions of people. You've got friends that do care about you, and we care about you too. Those people I mentioned probably don't have any friends at all.

Just because your life may be bad, doesn't mean it won't get better. You could wake up tomorrow or any day and win a million dollars, or meet the love of your life, or something else. But if you kill yourself, you will never know. God's got a plan for you, all of us. We'll die when he wants us to, for reasons beyond us. Live your life all the way, do the right things, and you go to heaven, the opposite of hell. Sounds nice, doesn't it?
My confession:

I hate when people use their religion to scare others.
 
I'm probably one of the least religious persons you'll ever meet, besides an atheist. I haven't been to church in almost a year now, and even then, never wanted to go to church, never read the bible, never pray. Didn't do anything at church at all, and as soon as it's done i'm already going towards the car to go home. Don't even listen to any gospel music, ever. Made that post out of what I've heard about suicide, which I didn't even hear from the church. Not really trying to scare him, trying to motivate him to not commit suicide, and live.
 
Confession: I'm hanging out this weekend with a friend that used to be really close to me a little over a year ago and I think that something will happen, if you catch my drift. I'm hoping something will happen.

Feels kinda wrong hoping that something will happen, haha.

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When the game comes out i'm sure plenty will. Even here. Infact i'm sure there are some members here who probably won't even buy it.

Well I don't actually own a PS3, so pretty as I'm sure the box is, I expect the enjoyment-to-pound ratio is gonna be just a little too low for me to justify.
 
I dare anyone to say they hate GT5.

Go to the GT5 forum, check the Standard vs. Premium thread. Lots of people hating GT5 and saying it's ruined, all because of 800 cars not having cockpit views, like they're not even cars anymore because of it. Also, get a bag to hurl in, you'll blow chunks after the first few minutes of reading.
 
Doing my part here, I HATE GT5! It's so stupid! I'd rather play GRID or something. [/sarcasm]

I mean, 1000 cars? Who needs that much? Over 20 tracks with multiple layouts? One of the most anticipated games of 2010? I say no. :lol:

Confession: (or a question for all of you) is it bad to like both your best friends? (yes, they are women)
 
Very bad. Be ashamed. Then again, me being a godless atheist, I hate everything, so maybe it's not as bad as I put it.

(Joking aside, no, not really. Just don't try going out with both of them at the same time. You will die.)
 
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