Okay so I just feel a little lost... I feel like almost everybody who knows me sort of puts up with me because they have to. Like, they always say things like "I'll talk to you in a bit" or "You can come to my party! I'll let you know when it is!" and they never do. When I'm out with people they always say things about me when they think I can't hear them and it really worries/upsets me.
They always say I lie about my life and I'm not. It feels like people just don't want to upset me and tell me they aren't particularly keen on being around me, and with some people it feels like they are observing me to make fun of me or simply to make me sad.
That's people my age. I feel when adults talk to me that it's also very forced and they pity me for my special needs and nothing more. With others it feels like they need to because they think/know I have very few friends. It's the special needs thing that causes problems with people my age; when I stutter, get confused or don't get something I become the 'trending' punch line for a week. I just hate it.
Is it me being paranoid or am I seeing things the right way for once?
adam46, sounds like the people around you aren't very pleasant. Sounds like a bunch of 🤬 to me. If the people who you consider as friends avoid or ignore you then I think it's time to find new friends. Why bother with them when they don't think about you, they're not worth your time and effort. I also think you need to calm down and be less paranoid about it. Trust me, I get the feeling of people talking behind my back a lot. We just have to keep our minds occupied with other things and just try our best to ignore it.
Don't take my advice word for word as I can only gather so much information from your post. Good luck.
How old are you, if you don't mind me asking?
As for my confession,
I've been avoiding/ignoring some huge 🤬 for about a month now and it's finally coming back to me, Monday. Haven't been sleeping much for the past few days. Feeling anxious as hell. I wonder when I'm gonna explode.
I actually sent an email to the local police department to inform them that somethings not right with the speed limit at road works in the neighbourhood.
At 1 part of the roadworks they forgot to put a speed limit, which turned it into a 120kmh section.
Sorry for being the cause of people having to drive 50kmh there, but there was too much of a speed difference between cars because of the confusing situation.
Would be ironic if I got a ticket for speeding in that section next week though
Women are more dangerous than a snake or a moose. They can cut you deeper and trample you harder.
QuikSlvr223
, you should've skipped off there aloof from your mum quietly rather than being about to make a fuss solely because of your mother's unwelcomed behavior.
Trust me you're not alone, not by a long shot. There are many, many people out there who express the same feelings. And there are even more who keep it secret - they paint on a happy face and go about their days. It sounds like you have fair-weather friends. In my opinion, that's not a bad thing. People often forget that finding a friend who will truly listen to them and be there for them is a rare thing. People are fair weather friends for a reason. It's not because they don't care, and trust me your friends care about you, it's that they do not know HOW to handle a friend who is down on life. Most people don't know how to handle that. They don't understand that sometimes just listening is all the person needs. It's not because they don't want to, it's because they either never have and don't know how, or they themselves have issues going on they don't want to face. Fair weather friends are like a sea of Honda Civics, when you really need a Ferrari, lol. Bad analogy but you get it. They just can't do what a Ferrari does, but that doesn't mean you should kick them out of the garage. Anyway, it sounds like you know the areas of yourself you should work on, which is hard when you're depressed. That's not to say you should just paint a happy face and act like nothing is wrong, it just means you know you can improve in some areas, a trait I wish all people possessed. As far as a girl is concerned. Well, I can't give you any advice there. I'm not really fortunate in the relationship area. Every time I think I've found the one, it falls to hell, sometimes it's my fault, and sometimes it's just a bad set of circumstances, which is harder to deal with. But I'm glad getting that off your chest made you feel better. I wish for the best man!
