I'm 48 years old with a wife and two kids under 1 years old that I love dearly but life can get very stressful here at home. I've also had a very demanding job at Ford Motor Company for the past 20 years that works me some crazy hours swing shift hours.
So my time on GTS becomes a great escape from a very busy life already.
I've always wanted to run a series, event, league or whatever you want to call this. But it's not an easy thing to do and takes a lot of work to get up and going then to maintain it.
This is why I kept it simple. There are not a lot of rules in place to follow or keep up with. Join pick your car and race. No point system, no registration process, no special number plates, no special weight restrictions, horsepower restrictions and on and on. It was simply because it was all about having fun with like-minded people.
I understand we could keep throwing more and more rules into the mix to make it more competitive but that defeats the purpose of why I created this in the first place. There are so many serious leagues in this forum already so why turn this into something that already exist.
One of my biggest character flaws is I try to make everyone happy and I will explain my reasons for doing the things I do instead of just saying " this is how it is deal with it or leave" because I just want others to understand why I run it the way I do. Kinda like now.
But I never expected so many people to be unhappy with the way I did things.
@Cold Warriors is not the only one who is unhappy with the way I run things and he is also not the sole reason I shut down this league so don't crucify him over it.
I have other people who are not on this forum that races with us. One that will message me a 10 page novel that Rip's my ass every chance they get about not letting tuning into this event no matter how much I explain to them that's not going to happen.
There are more people but normally they just throw out a negative comment here and there. My best friend of 26 years is not happy with the way I do things. It was a combination of things that lead me to my decision. But the bottom line is it wasn't fun anymore.
So when this becomes more like a job and it's not fun anymore then it's time to say goodbye. I don't want to spend all my time explaining myself to everyone that's not happy with the way I do things. If you don't enjoy just showing up and racing then why do you stay?
If you have an idea on how to keep it simple but make the race's better then just say so. Say "I have an idea or suggestion then bring it up and see what everyone thinks about it. They will either say good idea or No that really won't work with our format. The group has shot down a few of my suggestions already because it didn't keep it simple. No biggie.
But don't pick a fight with me to get your point across because Im not doing this anymore.
So where do we go from here?
I truly believe this series might not survive if I bring it back. I believe enough unrepairable damage might have already been done to it.
People were already just not showing up for the race and not saying anything about missing a race.
Not everyone one though I did have a few who were very nice at letting me know they couldn't make it.
Last race was the first time we had ever had anyone just drop out and it started the domino effect as we started with 12 people but ended up with only 7 people finishing the race.
The first race was the only time we have had a full lobby since then it has decreased every race.
If it wasn't for the new members signing up and showing up at the last minute the lobby would have been over half empty.
I do thank all of the new members for showing up and their talent was outstanding.
So this event has been in a slow decline over the past 3 race's and now we have all this drama going on. I'm to blame for all of this too.
If I was someone new looking to race and I clicked on this thread then seen all the drama and negativity surrounding this thread over the past week. I wouldn't even think about joining it.
At the same time there are some really positive post from the people who really enjoyed this race so that might be the only thing that keeps it hanging on.
So be prepared if only 6 or 7 people show up for each event. Maybe even less.
I do want to thank everyone who has supported this series and it has been a lot of fun when things are going good because of you. I do enjoy racing with everyone and it's because of you that I will give this another go. If you have any ideas that might make the racing better please don't be afraid of bouncing those ideas off the entire group.
I'm going to take a suggestion I was given and assign an officer to help me run things and keep the peace. Someone who doesn't feel the need to explain the reason for the decisions I make.
If your interested in helping me out let me know. If there is more than one of you interested then we will figure something out.