Thanks guys, with any luck this should be the last one to pass. It really is very painful, a different kind of pain that really messes with you. I couldn't sit down or stand still in the waiting room and so a nurse saw me within minutes, which is nice.
It's not my first time at this rodeo, and I can honestly say that after the first one, my pain threshold is absolutely insane and the subsequent ones haven't rocked me so much - i just get into town as quick as possible and stumble to the A+E desk and do zen breathing until i get pain relief. The NHS staff are amazing (despite what you may have heard, I won't hear a bad word against them) and they know me by now so I can avoid being stuck in a bed unnecessarily and getting tests i dont need.
I don't want to get too sappy on you guys, but I am grateful for your thoughts. I don't have a huge social circle right now and the fact that you guys all over the world, who i only interact with about racing, wanna show me concern and make sure I'm OK. That's big.
Anyways I am just chilling now, restoring my strength and I'll be back on track before long - hopefully I can make tomorrow's lobby, but we'll see how I am for energy.
Much love, guys