Omg...today was probably the most irritating and ****en day of this year for me. I will try to explain, so u guys maybe understand.
Since last wednesday, a friend of me came to here to watch the Braziliam F1 GP togheter with me, he´s from another city. We planed this since june, so i couldn´t just say "no" because of BC5, sadly, sadly.
So, last week i basically had time just on sunday and tuesday half, the other days no really time to play serious with a visit at home.
The week before this week i said, i had tests all the days, so no time also.
Well, we planned that him would go away on sunday, to his home city, but, due to a flight schedule probl or i dunno what the hell, the company set his back flight to TUESDAY(today) for 1 pm. That made me get crazy, just, since he was to go away on sunday afternoon, so, that would give me 2 days and half or 3 days, to play my bc free, alone, and calm.
But, as he was here, i couldn´t concentrate, or just play alone, i hate to have visits at home just when i wanna play GT or do something, sometimes if i had a gun i would had killed them just so angry i get.
So, he gone away today to his house, and, as i just came home 3 pm and also just slept 3 hours last night, i just kept driving and driving nonstop my bc5 race. From like 3:30 until now, almost 3 am, i plaied and failed many laps, yes, i guess my mood and concern weren´t the best, when you are in your last day to play, and also angry because you just got schooled, you won´t go too much far on laptimes.
Well, i lost some laps into 5'37 that got really me crazy, and i got one in 5'38.7, but i dunno if its clean, so i will post my old 5'38.8 to asure some points to GTP.
Well, i dunno how to say how disapointed and angry i feel now, since i promised a win to you guys and also for me. But, just like Kimmi Raikkonen, bad luck comes in front sometimes, and kicks your arse badly. I dunno why sometimes its this way, i am pretty sure, if i had more 3 days or 2 days, i would win this thing. I can´t do my 5'37.9 or even under, in the last day, over pressure and angryness, at least for me, i don´t work this way.
Well, i am really disapointed, maybe i stop with GT before killing someone or making some ****, but so, i just say sorry guys for my shame laptime, but this time i was schooled really, i really didn´t do my best, so far.
I really wished the win, really, but thats ok. My wish now is to break my ps2 and the dfp, but i will stop with this thing to avoid this bad act.
Well, i wish good luck to u curtis, get a win to make some points for GTP team.
Sorry again guys, i didn´t do my best so far, i am able to do a 5'37.5 or like that, but in the mood i am now, i can´t really.
No problems either about the 'dirty' run as your clean one still got you the same result.👍 No reason to get down on yourself now, you came through just as I knew all of you would so far. with veil and hot to come in the final rounds, we are in good shape.👍 As for not wanting to do BC next time, that's what everybody says.
Way tough! Just look at who is left to race. 
please dont be sad, this is your 1st race and you come 2nd among the fastest Ring players in the world!. Just look at the names you beat!!.
