Okay, some updates:
As i mentioned before we are both somewhat shy, until someone breaks the ice, then we are open and can talk no problem. Yesterday i think confirmed that theory, as we haven't talked much lately, and she said something to me, which opened me up for conversation and we talked a bit more throughout the day. Most of the time lately i have been sort of avoiding her so as to not have any awkward encounters, and it sort of seemed like she was doing the same thing. Mine was always: Um, I need to go in this room to clean stuff or whatever. And hers seemed: Hmm, this poster on the wall is somewhat interesting.
Today: When walking through the halls past each other it's always either, a little smile between the two of us, or of course it's: That's a cool poster. But today, while i was sweeping, and therefore looking down, she gave me a polite, hey, along with her as always beautiful smile. A bit different as it is usually a polite glance. She had to fill in as a teacher today and of course they can't leave the kids alone in the rooms, so when teachers need to talk to each other, they usually lean out of the doors. I was walking toward the three of them, but was still a ways away, when they finished their conversation, all of them went straight back into the rooms, except she lingered a little bit to look down the hall, in my direction. Looking at me or for something? I don't know.
The main thing however today was when she was facetimeing with her friend from work, I assumed based on the context of what they were saying. When i was in the front desk area the conversation was normal, about hanging out and stuff, but when i went away from the desk toward the various rooms (keep in mind the day care center isn't very big, so i can still somewhat hear them.) and the conversation seemed more personal when i was further away. I'm pretty sure I heard her friend say: "He obviously likes you, just ask him out!" I didn't hear it all that well, so it might not be what she said. When i went into the laundry room, which is near the desk, but you can't really see it from there, i "overheard" her saying: "Well, of course i would like to be in a relationship, but sometimes i feel like being single is easier." "What do you mean?" "I just, feel like I always end up pushing guys away for some reason." Then she mentioned something about her Ex-boyfriend which i didn't hear too much of as i was putting on my jacket and opening the laundry room door, but it seems there is someone who she might be interested in, which I thought might be her ex boyfriend and wanting to get back together or something, but I realized that That she referred to her Ex by his mane and to the person who she likes as him. (me perhaps?) When I went up to the desk to clock out, the subject seemed like it had abruptly changed, as she started talking about TV shows suddenly. I said good bye, but rather than her standard, almost generic sounding good bye, she looked up at me and happily said: "Good bye! see you later!" Could that have been an awkward sort of happy? As in she was thinking: Bye! I like you and I really hope you didn't hear that! sort of nervous? Is there anything here or am I just jumping at shadows?
