My life at this point grinds my gears. A typical day is waking up late, getting yelled at, getting to school, to find that I forgot all about something. In school, I listen to all the tools and extremely cocky people talk about how awesome they are and how everything and everyone else is gay. For this, I put in headphones as soon as I get into the halls and turn them up enough to drown everyone out, just to get yelled at for having them in between classes. Then I see my girlfriend between classes, hear how her and her mom got into an argument, have her be all depressed and act like she isn't because she thinks it's hidden from me, then next class, repeat 8 times. Ninth period, become tired and burnt out from eating too much at lunch. Walk home shivering, listen to more music on the way. Get home, get yelled at for anything I did wrong, which apparently is everything. My mind is a piece of crap, I keep forgetting small chores and directions, causing me to get yelled at as soon as I get downstairs. Since it's so cold, I usually sit around in my room studying, doing homework, playing PS3, playing guitar, and talking to my girlfriend, sometimes while she's getting yelled at over the dumbest things, just making my day worse. Then I help make dinner, eat, then do dishes and clean the table. I usually get yelled at for not trying hard enough in school or something at dinner. For the rest of the night I hear my mom say how I look terrible because my acne has been getting worse, or my dad telling me how disappointing I am for not playing sports or having good friends. When I want to talk to my girlfriend, she usually ends up crying or wanting to cut or something because of her parents who I think hate her, her mom at least, and then she gets grounded for being on the phone fifteen minutes after ten, even though she's in bed and about to get off. I hate my life right now, and all I can do is wait a good ten years until I'll have a chance at a real job and my own life. I hate everything right now.
edit-sorry about the length, I just needed to vent, although it only helped a little, it helps. So go ahead and have this long story as your gear-grinder.