But what if I told you that I had an experience with something, felt the presence of something, saw it (though it appeared to be almost transparent), when I was not even remotely looking for such a thing, and that my wife was standing right beside me and I asked her if she saw this thing, and she confirmed it, and when the thing descended upon us I could only say to her that I felt like God was in the room with us, her confirming that exact feeling, and I suddenly felt a very warm sensation all through my body as very warm tears also streamed down my face, though I was not sad in the slightest or 'emotionally crying', and that when I looked over at my wife's face she was doing the same thing, with an expression of joy that I have never seen on anyone's face before? Would that count for anything? What if I also said that even in my darkest periods of doubt that I have tried to deny the experience and my wife refuses to?