It isn't a paradox - you're just insisting that a non-falsifiable and highly subjective alleged phenomenon can be given the same weight as objective knowledge. You don't generate a paradox by inventing a new reality!
Famine, I am only dealing with experiences from reality, and that is why I will not bend on what I have observed to be true, and attested to, by the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life.
As much as I do not wish to befoul these events, I will explain one of them now, after which time I will take a break from this thread for a while so that I can actually get some work done:
I have a friend that went on a mission trip to New Orleans, during the middle of Mardi Gras, specifically to Burbon Street. He was essentially one of the 'weirdos' standing around holding a sign with a verse on it. I don't necessarily condone this behavior from believers, but he felt called to do it. While he was there he was directed by the Holy Spirit to go and speak something
very specific to a very large man that he saw partying on the street.
(Unfortunately, it was a very specific phrase that I cannot remember 100% at this time, but I am trying to get a hold of my friend to confirm it. Meanwhile, I will offer what I remember this phrase to be.) My friend was in fact very uncomfortable about doing this, but he also felt very strongly that he was being directed by God, through the Holy Spirit, to go and say this specific thing to this very large man, despite the consequences.
He went up to the guy, introduced himself, at which time the guy and his friends immediately began to laugh at the situation (expectedly so - some typical Christian nutters holding signs up during Mardi Gras - again, I don't necessarily condone in most instances). My friend explained that he felt that God wanted to say something very specific to this man and so he was here to tell him. When he spoke the phrase to the guy he completely broke down upon hearing it, in the middle of Burbon Street, beads and all, and began sobbing rather intensely.
As it turns out, this man's mother was a Christian for most of her life, and if I remember correctly the phrase was something along the lines that this guy needed to "get himself straight". So again, you can imagine that my friend would not want to go and say this to a person who was rather built, and much larger than himself. Regardless, the man broke down when he heard it. The guy's mother had died only a year previous, and as I recall he said that she had always tried to get him to go to church, but he refused. She had explained Christianity to him, yet he refused (apparently he couldn't be warped at age 5...). And what she had always told him is that he needed to "get himself straight with God" before he died, which he wrote off. Now apparently this was also the last thing his mother had spoken to him as she was on her death bed about a year earlier.
My friend was given this very specific thing to say to this man, in a seemingly hostile environment, by the Holy Spirit. You say, "How can you know?" I am telling you that this is but one event that I can attest to where the validity of God's presence trumps any logic you may want to throw at it. It simply falls on its face. This is not a story that I made up. My friend cannot tell this story without coming to tears himself. He is also one of the most open and trustworthy people I have known in my life.
Was this truly a miracle? I don't know, but it was beyond the limitations of science and logic, and it did in fact happen. Whether anyone else chooses to believe it or not, is also irrelevant. I don't have to consult anyone else to confirm things that I have experienced myself. This was witnessed, by the way, by a very large group of people that were on the trip with my friend, and also happened in a crowded public place.
Which brings me back to the point of objective truth. This is my statement again: Something can be true without being objective. I understand the logic you are presenting, but the simple fact is that these things happen frequently, and are equally a part of reality. If you are never in a church, or never pray to God, never question the sin in your life, etc., then of course you likely won't experience these things. So before anyone says, "Well, I haven't experienced these things, so I go by my own experience", I will again humbly repeat, "If you knew, you would know." I can only encourage you to seek out these things if you wish to know.
Unfortunately, I am convinced that if left to one's own devices, most people will never actually put their criticisms to the test and step through the doors of a church, much less 5-10 churches if finding their path to God requires them to do so. That's one problem I have with many of these arguments. You all have done a lot of homework to gather up evidence to support the fact that you don't want to choose to believe in God, but you have done very little, if any, to research whether it is worthwhile in a spiritual sense. It involves more than intellectual criticism, I can assure you of that. I am also aware that one person here has left the church, for their own reasons. I know others who have, and faith is a sensitive thing. However, it is still up to you to find your way back to God through humility.
The truth of God exists. It is irrelevant how much logic you want to throw at me that says I can't prove it. On the terms of how science would objectively verify something, perhaps not. However, it simply is true, and I have witnessed it many times over. Examples like this put a person's faith to the test, and it holds up. Other people have witnessed it, and even more specifically, have had the validity of this confirmed by the Holy Spirit themselves. This testing and verification exists outside of the objective realm, yet it still remains true. You can spend all day saying that it is not true, but you would only be guilty of stating the same things you have accused me of doing: mere claims.
Now, I personally feel that one should not take things of this nature and put them up for befoulment in an arena such as this. Nonetheless, I have done so, and I respectfully request that if you still disagree with the nature of these events (which I believe you will), that you address them in a respectful manner.
Once again, we are all imperfect, and we can only be made differently by the allowance of the Holy Spirit.